I am so dissatisfied with my own mediocrity, really, I am nothing no one nothing
i’m going to listen to boro didi ojaanaa i think i’ll be much more productive if i can stay logged off this site for at least a week…good luck to myself i guess
in two months i will be in the motherland that is my only comfort
i think i’ll rewrite an entire chapter bc i’m so dissatisfied with it it’s eating me up inside! but i only hv a month to finish my entire thesis omfg
i regret the fact i didn’t apply to oxford…i didn’t bc it was too distant and the possibility of trips home would be reduced + also bc i didn’t think i’d get in, but two of my friends who had lower averages than me and no thesis got in to more competitive programmes than the one i had my eyes on, and i feel i should hv attempted it at least? idk i’m happy with the school i got into but it’s back here at home and at my old uni. i wanted to experience something different, live a little more independently, be in a better programme etc. and also feel i should have waited a year before my applications like everyone else did so i’d have an edited and finished thesis to present the adjudicating committees with.
nationalists of all sorts are so funny, i truly enjoy riling them up
OMG BLESS I MIGHT BE GOING TO BHUTAN IN JUNE
Ok best thing to do is to stop whining and log off, if I only I had ppl to poke me with sharp tridents when I started slacking off